to two loving parents with an older sister whose ass I would crawl up and live in, my favorite person. At 2, like many, my parents divorced and it definitely was not a calm divorce, it was full of trials and tribulations. My Mom and Dad, like everyone else, were experiencing life for the first time. This meant that me and my sister we raised off of the conditioning that my parents were taught at our age. And by conditioning I feel like people need to understand it is mostly fear. I was not aware of this until I was much older and I realized that I had become what others called ‘the tower of strength’. And while I had created all these wonderful habits in my life I also had acquired a lot of really awful one’s as well.
I found myself at all time high’s and crippling lows. Usually followed by a good ole bender with my girlfriends that lasted sometimes for weeks.
I was born into your typical home
wasn’t until my Saturn Return, between ages 28-30, that pushed me into my spiritual awakening. But up to that point I had it all. The great corporate job, ready to sky rocket up the corporate ladder ,much faster than expected. A boyfriend who was dependable, handsome and a friend of over fifteen years. But still I would lay in bed at night unable to calm my mind. And wondering if this was it….. If this was the happiness that I had always dreamed of when I was little? Was this the big dream life I had always dreamed of?
One day I had a full tower moment, like in tarot. I realized everything that I had wanted was actually nothing that I wanted. I tried for a short while to make it work but the more I made it work the sicker my body became, and my mind would get more and more filled.
And just like that I burned everything to the ground, I couldn’t do it anymore. I put my notice in for my job, I decided to move to Puerto Rico and ended my relationship. I started to really dive into my healing, emphasizing on manifesting what I did want. Which was difficult because it felt like I had so much mental chatter, which just pulled me further away from being in the present moment. And between the development of my mind to these new teachings and my normal chatter it felt like I had a 3rd gra-
de class narrating my every thought. And while hilarious it was not helpful at all.
It was not until I learned about a spiritual concept that I had been obsessed with since I was a kid. It was from the show charmed and it was called the power of three. When I began to apply this concept into my healing journey all of a sudden I was able to manifest faster. I was able to really sky rocket my blocks in my business to actually move towards launching. And I was able to forgive and let go of my past and welcome myself into my present, and from there plan for the future. It was this small concept that truly changed me as a person, and it was something that was my soul expression. It was witchcraft, and I love how my craft has helped me and ever since it has healed me I have sworn to show it to the world to help others as well.
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